That's what people always say. But how much time. It's been awhile for me, and still, I still think about it at least once a day. Just the other night I had a dream and I woke up feeling hurt and betrayed. I can't help but be hurt and sad everytime I think about it. I try to block it whenever the thought starts to arise but I can't help it.
When will it end? When will I be able to totally put this all behind me and get on with my life? Friends say it's up to me and I'm the one who's not letting myself go.
I've been good this year and for the last two years. How come I can't get what I want most for Christmas? Or maybe, it's just because I don't know what I want.
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