It has been awhile and definitely, it doesn't hurt as much anymore. I'm not sure if I am even mad anymore. I think I'm finally on the road to recovery. There are moments when I think back to the times we were together. There are still many things that still remind me of him, but I know that person I loved is long gone. That person doesn't exist in this world anymore.
It's sad things turned out this way but it is for the best. I am starting to rediscover myself and no longer devote all my time and attention to make sure he is happy. Looking back, it seems like it was a waste of effort, everything I did went unappreciated. Instead, I have this person who openly insulted me and hurt me without a second thought.
I really hope I will never have to see him again. What he does is his business, I don't want to know any of it. I'm not at the point where I can wish him all the best and I don't know if I will ever be able to. All I know is I deserve better. I deserve someone who appreciates me, who cares about me, and most importantly, who loves me.
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